I am inspired by love, talent, laughs, good times, well-made wild life documentaries, thoughts, silence, profundity, confidence, big hearts, passion and giving.

Just needed to remind myself of that, for days when all seem bleak.

I find myself querying why I still put up with this deluge of feelings and doubts at the back of my mind when I know it's just a haze of distraction from the task at hand. Merriment and great relationships are aplenty and highly treasured, but they are separate from private musings, when the sheer fatigue kicks in and all you want to do is sleep your way through life. Attempting to push the feeling out of the mind- which is an option, not a solution- is pointless. The experience is not a novelty, for after so many years, you come to realize and accept that no matter how much you want it to, the drudgery never ends; and that cliched as it sounds, the ONLY thing that can satisfy is God alone.

Only He can satisfy.