Today was such a special day for me I spent the whole morning journaling, talking to God and just being in awe of all that He is doing in me. Intimacy and restoration #thoughtoftheday

Anyway, I got led here because I needed to say this... financial economics has been fun to a certain extent, because I know I'm learning practical, real world stuff, but I'm horrified more than anything that at this point, I don't even know simple terms like "discount rate". Granted, I have not done any first year finance/business courses at all and took the plunge into FE thinking I'm smart enough (which maybe I am but only the results will tell), but I'm also quite irritated at myself for spending most of this semester commuting, cooking, washing the dishes and being on Facebook. (In other words, bad time management) - the result that I have not spent as much time as I should have studying and catching up on lost first-year ground.

And I'm paying for my slackness now, a week before the exams. There is SO much to remember, and absolutely not enough time to remember and understand them all. Only a miracle can save me now. OK I'm being melodramatic but really, if I do well (which I still hope I will, against all odds), it can only be God.

And to think I've not even STARTED studying maths econs, and I've skipped all the lectures... omg I sometimes don't believe myself.

Back to the books! I can dooooo thissss through Christ who strengthens me!